I watch it like a movie
My life was amusing
Fading in the distance
Only if you knew me now
You'd never know
Who I was one year ago
At all those afterparties
Waiting in the lobby
Every starry night that I was never sorry
With nowhere to go
I didn't want to be alone (want to be alone)
Somehow I remember
Last December
I gave you everything
Things I never had
I forget the rest
Although now it's over
I'm not feeling that much older
Dreaming dreams I never had
Making other plans
I still really miss you
Wish I hadn't kissed you
Standing in the lobby
With a dozen roses
Holding on for more
What an ending to the show
My mother always told me
Everything has consequences
She was right
I never played it nice
Now I watch it all alone
What a price I paid for more
Somehow I remember
Last December
I gave you everything
Things I never had
I forget the rest
Although now it's over
I'm not feeling that much older
Dreaming dreams I never had
Making other plans
I watch it like a movie
My life was amusing
Fading in the distance
Only if you knew me now
You'd never know
Who I was one year ago
My mother always told me
Everything has consequences
She was right
I never played it nice
Now I watch it all alone
What a price to pay for more
Somehow I remember
Last December
I gave you everything
Things I never had
I forget the rest
Although now it's over
I'm not feeling that much older
Dreaming dreams I never had
Making other plans
Somehow now I'm older
I feel colder
And I wanna hide inside
Just like last December