Feel the temperature slip Guess I'm still stuck in this shit Fuel the narcotic delusion Just to cope with it But by the time I come clean I've destroyed everything And so, the cycle repeats Just leave me dead in these sheets Crawling on all fours Scratching at fucking doors As my head hits the wall Dissecting my thoughts Crawling on all fours Scratching at fucking doors My head hits the wall And I find comfort in the slow death Feel the temperature slip And I'm still stuck in the shit My own narcotic delusion Left me to rot in the bliss But by the time I came clean There wasn't a fucking thing Cut off the heads that defiled me Wiping spew from my face Another night showcased as a fucking disgrace A desperate search for embrace But you stripped me of my identity and spat in its place Crawling on all fours Scratching at fucking doors My head hits the wall Purified of thought All ears were deaf to my cries My beaten ego in the gutter With my head in the skies What a waste of a life I'm glad to finally die Watch the life leave my eyes And so, the trauma subsides Leave me be, misery Fuck me, bag me, waste me And leave me here to rot In my own agony