Sedate me I want nothing else to feel Make the pain sit still Crawling round and round my neck I can't begin to think how many times How many pills How many lines of chemicals I've taken This month alone Fuck This month I'll spend alone With regret Fuck The only regret is that I didn't take enough So that I never woke up No My only regret is that I didn't take enough To end my life Cut it up Give me one dose Two, fuck it Three won't be enough Saturate my system with every known drug Blurry eyed and numbered from the inside I live day by day to be out of my mind Give me a reason to quit When life has nothing to give I'd rather be in a world where I don't give a fuck Until it all adds up Like a guillotine waiting to drop on our modern youth Sedate me