It's hard for me to wake up I'm tryna get my life together I'm tryna get my day together Sometimes i wish i never met her Its so cold everywhere i go i change the weather Nonchalant broken hearts that's what love gona get them Popping pills when i ain't good but that shit make me better She only playing wit my head because i let her If you see me go and act like you ain't see me I should of know this was some bullshit from the jump Tell myself the truth but sometimes i still don't believe me Go head and tell me what you want Dealing wit my thoughts really be fucking up my days It ain't fucking with my money because i still gotta get paid I been crying out for help but i don't know how to get saved I was fighting for your love and the fame like Johnny cage Do you love me do you love me not Do you love me do you hate me now Do you love me do you love me not Do you love me do you hate me now Its hard for me to wake up I'm tryna get my life together I'm tryna get my day together Sometimes i wish i never met her Its hard for me to wake up Do you love me now Do you hate me now I can't hear a sound Do you love me do you love me not Do you love me do you hate me now Do you love me do you love me not Do you love me do you hate me now We been on our own I done felt like this for way too long We just tryna make it home We just tryna make it home