She makes me wanna die But I feel so alive right now Take my hand Baby will you lead me out To the unknown Make your home in my heart All I know Is that if you're here with me I'll never be alone Wanna die But I feel so alive right now Take my hand Baby will you lead me out To the unknown Make your home in my heart All I know Is that if you're here with me I'll never be alone Wanna die But pain is my best friend She wants to take me places that I've never been Open my eyes See the blue Hiding in plain sight from you Oh anxiety why did I have to marry you I just want to live a happy life But my eyes always watering Boys can cry On my shoulder Her heart growing closer towards me Carry on I'm so wayward my future's catching up to me Everything that I've done Will soon be made known Help yourself Love yourself Please make this known Love is so fake and it never saved my life And that's why I make sad songs All the way through the night Wanna die But I feel so alive right now Take my hand Baby will you lead me out To the unknown Make your home in my heart All I know Is that if you're here with me I'll never be alone