When I see a smile I wanna know what's underneath When someone says they're happy I think They're lying thru their teeth Im possibly in denial or maybe it's disbelief It's been a while since I'd had any relief Pessimistic tendencies And self destructive habits Success was never meant to be Unless ur meant to have it How could anybody wanna Live a life that's average Maybe it's just me But i find happiness in sadnеss Maybe that's just madness But it's honest and it's rеal I'd rather be a savage Then have popular appeal I got some baggage That I drag behind my heels I think I'm damaged At least that's just how it feels When I see a smile I wanna know what's underneath When someone says they're happy I think They're lying thru their teeth Im possibly in denial or maybe it's disbelief It's been a while since I'd had any relief