Lot of you miss the old me
The one who couldn't think for himself
'Cause now you cannot control me
(Can't control me)
And the big lights feel lonely
I just wanna drop songs tell people what I'm on
While keepin lowkey
'Cause this is bigger than they ever thought
Yeah, I'm on my way to the top
I done heard this is what everyone want
Yeah, buy it all, fuck all the cost
But I been worrying about things that I lost
Worried bout brother, my sister and moms
Ever since she been away from my pops
Yeah, like how do you feel
When the fake love comes out, know it's real
And you scared to face the truth
Don't wanna deal
With it
Don't wanna be
Something
Just to keep
Running
When it won't heal
Nothing
Told my momma I'd be something
And I would never lie
During Covid, I was buried alive
And now everybody think that I'm fine
Only feel good when on the mic
I ain't even worried bout all the lights
I would be better off in the shade
I would be better out of the way
But this the shit that god made
Yeah, I wish you could feel the shit
That I feel, it never feels real (oh nah nah nah)
Yeah, you like how it feels
To grow up and build
When everything all starts
It's all falling down
(All falling down)
Yeah
'Cause this is bigger than they ever thought
Yeah, I'm on my way to the top
I done heard this is what everyone want
Yeah, buy it all, fuck all the cost
But I been worrying about things that I lost
Worried bout brother, my sister and moms
Ever since she been away from my pops
Yeah, like how do you feel
When the fake love comes out know it's real
And you scared to face the truth
Don't wanna deal
With it
Don't wanna be
Something
Just to keep
Running
When it won't heal
Nothing