I tried, I tried to level up but I don't know why This feelings inside me was never mine Gotta admit that I've wasted so much time I wasted so much time for a hopeless love So much pressure from the other side I think the only way is s!icide It's so hard that I can't even cry I'm totally out of my mind Can someone show me paradise This music's barely keeping me alive It's a su!cide paradise It's a su!cide paradise So much pressure from the other side I think the only way is su!cide It's so hard that I can't even cry I'm totally out of my mind Can someone show me paradise Filled with honesty with no lies Can someone show me paradise It's a su!cide paradise It's a su!cide paradise