(Mirage, are you serious?)
Feel it heavy on my mind
When I'm up too late
All this pressure on me
I can't take no new weight
Try and keep it out my head
But now it's too late
I know I've been fucking up
So what's left to say
I fall asleep and
See it when I'm dreaming
Wake up feeling like I was
And now I'm fiening
I been going through it
Looks can be deceiving
It gets harder every day
But I don't need it
Yeah it's been weighing me down
Make me colder
But I'm burning this loud
I turn my shoulder
I can't deal with these crowds
As I get older
I been blocking out the sound
Like I would wanna be like this
I'd give bout anything
To find another form of bliss
Don't wanna take another risk
I wish that I was over this
But now I'll never be
When I'm away, I always miss
I can't lie to you
I'm addicted
Hate this shit but
Really what's the difference
Always known that
I was gon be different
Pay da price that
Comes with all the interest
It gets hard sometimes
But I try not to listen, no
Feel it heavy on my mind
When I'm up too late
All this pressure on me
I can't take no new weight
Try and keep it out my head
But now it's too late
I know I've been fucking up
So what's left to say
I fall asleep and
See it when I'm dreaming
Wake up feeling like I was
And now I'm fiening
I been going through it
Looks can be deceiving
It gets harder every day
But I don't need it
No I don't need this
Cut it off, can't feed this
Hate to say I'm fiening
Ashes off of my blunt
I'm off this fire like a phoenix
Lie like you can't feel this
You know I need some healing
At least I'm trying mane
That's more than they could ever say
I make em worry
When I make a move in any way
I can't slow down
I'm getting closer now like every day
Yeah I just need some time
Sometimes I need to get away