I'm taking these pills, but they just help a bit
I'm drinking and driving again and again
Missed calls on my phone, but I won't speak again
I fucking hate people, I have no real friends
Take my life and kill my pain
Drugs to my head 'til I can't feel my brain and I
Never wanna feel again
Took the breath from my open mouth
Never known how it broke me down, I went
In circles somewhere else
I'm tempted again to take all of these drugs
I talk to myself so I don't feel alone
Ignore you on purpose, so I feel the shame
If you're feeling happy then I can't relate
Take all these blades please before it's too late
I live in a kingdom which I can't escape
I'm feeling so broken, my heart's not in shape
Binge-eating my sadness 'til it fades away
You found a new lover, I guess this is fate
As long as you're happy, I guess I feel great
I'm texting your phone but you never reply
I still can't move on, and I don't know why
Take my life and kill my pain
Drugs to my head 'til I can't feel my brain and I
Never wanna feel again
Took the breath from my open mouth
Never known how it broke me down, I went
In circles somewhere else