Disappointment Missed each target that's been appointed Been avoided Been devoid of poise, spirit Joyless Disappearing voices trigger choices so impulsive I say things, oh, so repulsive I do things that I'm not supposed to I'm no king of my emotions I just sing with a smile emoji But I sink inside, and I don't breathe Seems I can't decide what I'm goin' be Feel imprisoned tight, like I won't leave I don't know me Oh, you think you're highbrow, huh? I'm thinkin' you should die now, bruh Yuh, yuh! You should put the mic down, bruh Pipe down All you little clown types suck Don't blow my high, just blow me while I'm high All my hard drives mine, you won't know me 'til I die I got that Young Shounen sort of vibe Ride the flow like a pony when I'm flowin' on the mic Yuh Passionfruit sundaes Slip inside the gooey stuff It's all up in the makeup Boy, you softer than Kabuki brush Foolish stuff High up off a dabber as a slumpin Chasin' what I'm chasin' I could have a dragon runnin' Have an asthma attack I'm bumpin' 'Kay, I'm drunk I'm finna run away The list of times I fucked up is longer than a summer day Bulbasaur, sunny day Clouds never shift though Brain made of rocks with a mouth full of crystals You know how this shit go Words slick as oil spills Humans on my back and they've been plottin' how to foil Bill Internet user I keep the holo foil grill I just started cookin', ho the Pantry full o' Goya still Heart me Cigarettes and barley I be in the tar, where the heavens and the stars be Joined with the crush, be the Hutch to my Starsky I hate Ruby Tuesdays, please don't start me Bump em' out Marcey Lungs on Gelato Everything was dippin like I just won the lotto I smoke so much reggie, bitch, you think my name was Otto Burnin' through this money, bitch, I think I'm El Chapo