With every step this weight completes a list I never can
There came a time I felt you're better off in better hands
With every passing moment through the time-lapse that my life is
I get matter in my brain because that synapse isn't vibrant
What the fuck have I become? The statue made of all my fears
Even with you in the room, it feels like we ain't talked in years
And what's the point of this success if I just fail at being human
What's the point of branching out if I can't keep my deepest roots in
Man, my therapist is pissed, missing sessions when I need 'em
Tryna make these words rhyme while I wrestle with my demons
Stuck inside a fetch quest; sun up, I ain't slept yet
Ask me why I'm still here, fear's still my best guess
Another day go by a day they say to take it by the day
But if I see another day I might just break and fly away
Shit was simple
You grin, I make a home inside your dimples
Dug a hole for my decay
They find my bones in instrumentals
A simple time, a simple place, a simple smile
I simply crumble, I ain't seen you in a while
A simple laugh at all my simple little jokes
Holding hands under the moss hanging from my simple oak
A simple time, a simple place, a simple smile
I'm simply crushed that I ain't seen you in a while
A simple laugh at all my simple little jokes
Holding hands inside the fire while we turn to simple smoke
Name's Rav, most my dreams come true
But none of that matters cause my nightmares do too
Out of bounds still find me stuck inside a hidden room
Hoping someone notice that I'm missing and come visit soon
The door opens from the inside though
Use my inside voice when they're inches from my dome
No inside, inside, insides, woah
That's why self-sabotage feels like an inside joke
And it might finally be getting funny
This overwhelming despair don't hurt no more it numbs me
Hiding under bedsheets, depressed eating gummies
My tank's 'bout at zero now, let's be a hundred
Can I survive? While holding onto tether still
I'm as strong as I ever will, yeah
And as strong as I ever could be
Let my demons cook long as I don't let them cook me
A simple time, a simple place, a simple smile
I simply crumble, I ain't seen you in a while
A simple laugh at all my simple little jokes
Holding hands under the moss hanging from my simple oak
A simple time, a simple place, a simple smile
I'm simply crushed that I ain't seen you in a while
A simple laugh at all my simple little jokes
Holding hands inside the fire while we turn to simple smoke
A simple time, a simple place, a simple smile
I simply crumble, I ain't seen you in a while
A simple laugh at all my simple little jokes
Holding hands under the moss hanging from my simple oak
A simple time, a simple place, a simple smile
I'm simply crushed that I ain't seen you in a while
A simple laugh at all my simple little jokes
Holding hands inside the fire while we turn to simple smoke