I know it's not that easy To see things for what they are Not how we always thought they'd be To live your life and feel time As it slips through your fingers It's taking you away from me I have so much to tell you But I don't know if I can Nothing I say makes any sense I'd change it all, don't know how It's all I think about now Something you'll never comprehend Always useless Another illusion You know, it's getting harder Resisting what's in my head I have to face it every day I try so hard to stay strong I'm trying not to lose faith But you can't trust a thing I say I'm sorry that I've hurt you Sometimes I just can't explain All of the choices that I make Yet you refuse to let go You keep me close and I know If all else fails, you'll remain Always useless *A fleeting moment of hope * Another illusion *A fleeting moment of hope * Always useless *A fleeting moment of hope * Another illusion *A fleeting moment of hope * I'm sorry that I've hurt you Sometimes I just can't explain All of the choices that I make Yet you refuse to let go You keep me close and I know If all else fails, you'll remain