I always suck up everybody's feelings
Like a straw
Their pain and stress become
My worry and fear
And emotions and the colors fill my heart
And kill me slowly
My buried grief would wallow
My frustrations would grow
Until a faithful song wou
Ld harshly slow
Everyday were fits
Good days were close friends shit
And when I need someone to hold me close
A hand or hug to give me hope
Suddenly warmness fades to
Snow
I was never hit or compromised as a child
I was soothed and raised with smiles and
Sun
That praised and painted rainbows, and now evils done
Or is that a foolish dream
Truth and reality
Is a surprising shock
The blood of trust that flows can harden to a clot
I was lacking skin
Breaking down and old
But when I cry more than I'm being told
Life's penetrating like a sword
I'll make an angel in the
Snow
Sometimes I worry
Having to much love
Makes you a weaker one
Cause each day that I become more dull
Are the nights that I've slept the most
I'm sorry for those whom I've hurt
From being too
Concerned
That part of me has gone to bed
I'll only breathe thick air
Won't be involved or care
Deaden my nerves before myself
And if there's no hand to hold
I'll just find comfort in the
Snow