I've been spinning
For a long time
Can't tell if it's my age
Always lost on
What's wrong or what's right
Getting harder day by day
When I stand on paper
I get writing on my shoes
Walk a minute with some words
Drag the story through my room
Wasting money on my future
Saving coins to buy a rush
Being poison to my closest
Ones losing who I trust
Oh
Sippin on what's sweet like fruit
Banking on games that I lose
Sippin on what's sweet like fruit
Blind when the sting tastes like juice
So much info
At my fingertips
Yet I don't know where start
Everyone that's my age
So stuck yet focused
Running quickly over tar
Hourglass is draining
My life dictated by sand
Always laughing at my torture
With a wine glass in my hand
Panicked when I'm not creating
And I'm anxious when I am
Diagnosing every feeling
Finding where my hell began
Oh
Sippin on what's sweet like fruit
Banking on games that I lose
Sippin on what's sweet like fruit
Blind when the sting tastes like juice
Oh
Sippin on what's sweet like fruit
Oh
Blind when the sting tastes like juice
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So we sober up
Pound the water
Clear the toxins from our veins
Gratification
Ain't instant
Don't mask it in temporary ways
When I stand on paper
I get writing on my shoes
Walk a minute with some words
Drag the story through my room
You can hydrate for the future
Don't spend coins just for a rush
Being stable for my closest ones
Being who I trust
Oh
Sweet like fruit
Oh
This alcohol tastes like juice