I don't need to be Reminded of all my flaws I used to think of you as flowers in bloom Now you're just an empty vase I'm tired of all the false claims And all your hypocrisy You try to falsify to naive eyes You're not who you portray Adoration is withering Well rehearsed in playing the victim I know you're not as innocent As you make yourself out to be I spent most of this past year Trapped inside my head Living in constant fear And existential dread I often sit and try and think about a time that I used to be happy But to tell you the truth, it's been so long that I can barely recall I used to be an open book before the cynicism That now runs through my veins was injected by your toxic and abusive behaviour I often sit and try and think about a time that I used to be happy But that's not me in those memories It's just someone that looks like me Trying to fit broken pieces Back together has proven useless Stop making excuses And get over yourself, you're fucking clueless Adoration is withering Well rehearsed in playing the victim I know you're not as innocent As you make yourself out to be I spent most of this past year Trapped inside my head Living in constant fear And existential dread