What if this is something
What if this is nothing
What if this is in my head
Trying to be careful
Trying not to stare
He'll notice how you're turning red
Overthinking, hands are shaking
Longing for his touch
Don't be stupid
Don't ask for too much
What if this is something
What if this is nothing
What if this is in my head
I've done it all before
Right as I'm feeling sure
He'll look the other way instead
God he's hot and perfect
You're not good enough for him
Have you seen the pictures of him sweating at the gym
But what if
What if
What if this is all just in my head
Staring at the ceiling
Fighting off this feeling
Waiting for the phone to ring
Hey
Hi
Last night was so fun
So fun
Yeah, really fun
I had a lot of fun while having fun and things
This is awful
I'm so dumb
Why am I so stressed
Wait, what? Did you...
No... nothing. Are you free tonight
I guess... I mean
Yes! Absolutely yes
What if
What if
What if this is all just in my head
Why do I feel this way about him
I try to keep my cool
Wanting... Waiting
Imagining a life where I am his
I can't ignore this
'Cause even if it's just a thought inside my head
My heart is telling me don't stop
Don't stop
Don't stop
Don't stop
What if
What if
What if this is all just in my head
What if
What if
What if this is something real instead
Or maybe this is all just in my head