You're sayin' I'm not what you thought I was You're sayin' I'm awful, I'm not the one I'm surprised that you would say I'm wrong This is causin' pain in my lungs Sometimes I close my eyes I can't dream right, I'm just awake, I know I swear I'm still broken She said she still hopeless I think I might've crashed down I think I might run away this time I think I know the perfect place to hide And it's all full of everything I like Nobody's in my face tellin' lies (yeah) You're sayin' I'm not what you thought I was You're sayin' I'm awful, I'm not the one I'm surprised that you would say I'm wrong This is causin' pain in my lungs They don't wanna say somethin' to me You can hit my phone, but you're blocked now I could never even want it all back now You sayin' that you good but you just all wrong See, I don't know Why you are still in my head I don't know Where the hell I can find my friends You made it fun I'm way too gone You never saw How it begun It ripped me up You made it fun I made this all It's all my fault