So I'm lookin' through my memories, fallin' into jealousy How can I miss you? You're really just my enemy Breakin' apart, but I gotta hold my legacy And I don't wanna die yo- yeah yeah, I don't wanna die young I don't wanna die (yeah) I don't wanna die young I don't wanna die young Yeah, I'm searchin' for my destiny, driven for a better me I don't wanna break your heart, so you better leave Yeah, you better leave Yeah, you better leave It's not that I don't love you, I'm just losing myself mentally Yeah, I'm losing myself mentally I can't use you as my remedy As my remedy I can't use you as my remedy I'm scared to open up I'm scared to really feel Afraid of my own mind I don't know if I will heal I wish that you weren't real I wish this ended when I woke up And my high is my sobriety I wish someone would save us I know it's not my destiny to die without a legacy Guess I am my enemy Yeah, why'd I look through memories? No, it's not my destiny to die without a legacy Guess I am my enemy Yeah, why'd I look through memories? So I'm lookin' through my memories, fallin' into jealousy How can I miss you? You're really just my enemy Breakin' apart, yeah, I gotta hold my legacy I don't wanna die young, I know that's not my destiny Yeah, I know that's not my destiny I've been fallin' into jealousy Sayin', how could I miss you? Yeah, you're really just my enemy