Living a lie, tellin' me that when I die The book won't have my name Won't even say a thing 'bout me inside You're on the line Tell me, "Go back and hide You know this isn't you You got everything to lose Follow your pride" Father, must not know your daughter Not afraid of you, I'm not afraid of any altar Guess you don't know me well Telling me that I need help Handing me some dusty books You never read your damn self So I'm writing my own pages (Ooh-oh) I'm writing my own pages (Ooh-oh) Go on and let them judge, judge us All I'm guilty of, guilty of is love So I'm writing my own pages (Ooh-oh) I'm guilty of love Blowing balloons for a party I never went to Sorry that I wasn't there But they didn't want me there Sad, but it's true Hate her, must not love your neighbor Not afraid of you, I'm not afraid of any savior Guess you don't know me well Telling me that I need help Handing me some dusty books Saying I'm going to hell So I'm writing my own pages (Ooh-oh) I'm writing my own pages (Ooh-oh) Go on and let them judge, judge us All I'm guilty of, guilty of is love So I'm writing my own pages (Ooh-oh) I'm guilty of love But you took me to your revival Preachin' from your dusty Bible Might as well hand me the rifle Tellin' me about survival Tellin' me I'm not welcome here I'm a sinner, a queer Time to get on the floor Time to ask for forgiveness, some more Sitting safely behind your screen Telling me that I deserve to bleed Using your words as an offering So when you bow down before your King You can show Him your hands That your hands are clean But I'm drowning In the name of Jesus, you're killing me So I'm writing my own pages (Ooh-oh) I'm writing my own pages (Ooh-oh) Go on and let them judge, judge us All I'm guilty of, guilty of is love So I'm writing my own pages (Ooh-oh) I'm guilty of love (Guilty of love) I'm guilty of love (Guilty of love) Go on and let them judge, judge us All I'm guilty of, guilty of is love So I'm writing my own pages (Ooh-oh)