Do I call you when I'm lonely or cause I love you Trudged through the mud and rain Pain but never stumble nigga Bought me a bed you won't let me sleep in no more My back receiving damage from the mattress Back to seeing stammers Tryna recall how it all happened Niggas was going through the motions Tired of being tokened Hard to believe I never lit it up And fucking toked it Potion was potent, they sipped it up She gripped it up and now she stroking Great grandfather was a pastor rest in pieces Ironically My daughters will never know white Jesus Twenty twenty vision But I could never see what peace is I say I'm destined But nobody know the fucking destiny Lil sister walked in on us Shout out to destiny Looking for boujee baddies in La biblioteca Applying for all the scholarships So I can make it to the mecca Make it to the apple, taking bites not a nibble She don't kiss the balls for good luck Then she double dribbled Scan the court, her paint clogged So I opened up the middle Not to blow my own horn But I'm a one man band She opened up my mind She placed some stones in my hand I done lost faith in so many fucking men