I mastered the art of hiding sniffles and cries I'm masking fear for when my father dies Traumatized, mind plagued, taught lies Hope was sold and we bought, or should I say I And DOOM gone now my room on dark, I'm looking for pride but I happened to swallow mine We living on borrowed time, that's what he said And baby I'm an artist, that's why your messages always say read You should instead find someone- with a chemically balanced brain in they head Keep pace even when the race isn't led Queen keep mace, in case I ain't there to turn the whole place fucking red Momma almost lost the home we living in, it's in her name now 'cause faith wasn't dead I cover my wrists and thighs depending on the state of my head She lay in my bed, I need more than u playing in my dreads Taste 'tween her legs, climaxes met She want monogamy, that's European not Kemet My guy pretty like a girl frank was correct I stare at the sun I swear to God Horus Ra was who I met My nigga