Watch help me pick up the phone Without reaching to call Many reasons I fall Mom, dad, Bri the first three that I called The pulpits and bullshit was cool shit 'til the fall I reached the District of Columbia and school I'm leaving it all I stay open minded What is love if you not reminded What is love if that's what you and I is, uh Questioned how strong is love When I received drew dorm room assignments I pray for Kumbayas Could never be a coon by Ye I don't attend Sunday services Or drop out of school like Ye If you thinking 'bout leaving me tonight stay A two night stay To hold me over til the winter, when in my room I'll stay Shit be tough and hard with no regard for the human sword Through them shards I step Through the 3rd ward is where I crept I slept, on air mattresses, abreast next to my sister I'll spend my last on my brother Can't remember the last time I kissed him And I, can't call my dad But when he pass I know I'll miss him When he spaz, it add to the sad traumatic past in my system Alas! I throw stones 'cause my glass thicker School all white and I'm the class nigga It's always gon' be a bitch that's badder, thicker I zoomed in and seen the scars on her thigh, I cried with her And told her, you are loved I'm just reminding If this is love I hope I find it Watch help me pick up the phone Without reaching to call Many reasons I fall Mom, dad, Bri the first three that I called I keep the eye of Horus Ra on my neck I peep a mile away the mild disrespect Free Trevion, he did no harm And if he did, then give him bond Life more than hard But I know he still keep a smile with the tech Uh, shoutout the lovers Shoutout all my uncles cousins and brothers It's no football but it's puddles and huddles I believe, I received My mental structure from mother My physical structure from father I see my fucking daughter in the me too Violate she we shooting threes Like the coach called a three two Don't touch me, I cut easy But if I bleed, then you gon' bleed too I seen niggas eating, believe me imma sink my teeth too I read Malcolm, and I seen what Dr. King dream tried to do I seen self esteem ruin a whole crew My pillow seen what a couple sad things do My nigga, look