It's such a miracle, the silence in my head Let me raise my bottle to my lips, to my brain Take away the riffle, I've bought it just in case I've been unlovable, to family and friends To you, to me From hope, to death, or at least pain It's been a miracle, the silence in my head It's been so magical, no riot in my brain Bring me back the riffle, I've bought it for this case I'm so unlovable, to family and friends To you, to me From hope, to death, or at least pain Like a noisy machine An unhealthy routine It reminds me I'm always down Like a tsarist regime A shy and moody teen It reminds me I'm always down Tell me I'm on the mend And bring me back the healer I know I'm on the mend