Smoking by my lonesome and I dream of possibilities Got a lotta haters tryna question my ability No my mind'll never fall victim to they hostility Never ever gave a fuck if you bitches was feeling me Fuck you, and ya momma, and ya toxic masculinity Never sell my soul, I'd rather hold on to my dignity All this Buzz, I know I'm going way beyond infinity Try and kill me, kill me, kill me, kill me with ya villainy I ain't done this year, this just the first outta my trilogy Shut up while I air my feelings out, this my soliloquy Mind full of madness, stuck inside oblivion These people that I loved, turned to some amphibians It's a sad sight Them good days turn to bad nights They said they loved me but they left me at the crash site Them bitches never saw the vision Was talking bout my dreams and the talking bout I'm trippin' But I kept catching murder charges, beats that I was killin' And now I'm feeling like a mufuckin' supervillain I see the future, I'm an oracle I've been manifesting, shit was never metaphorical We sick of living horrible And if you sleeping on me, wake the fuck up You gon' regretb that shit, because this shit gon' be historical Could paint a picture almost pretty as my bitch Got a couple homies with me cause some other bitches switched Hope the lord forgive my father, he still paying for them sins I'm drowning in these dirty waters tryna find a way to live And when I'm dealing with tough times, I buss rhymes And buss the heads off these bitches, hoe, it's crunch time Used to spit all that hot shit during lunch time But now I'm all about the dough, and I must rise No more bus rides, tryna get the benzo Just the two seater cause where the fuck my friends go? They think I'm a bitch and Imma get all sentimental But I'm just spitting out the shit that's heavy on my mental And I'm gone