Needing something new but looking in the wrong places In fact I was not looking at all Saying something stupid like it's presented itself to me I can't look away And why Do I Always have to dig myself out of this mess Everything I do breeds self destruction and chaos In my mind, I can't clear my thoughts So I pull over on the side of the highway Close my eyes, deep inhale, count to five And why Do I Always have to dig myself out of this mess And why Do I Always have to dig Dig myself out And why Do I Always have to dig myself out of this fucking mess Needing something new but looking in the wrong places In fact I was not looking at all