I tried to keep it level, but I can't hold my temper I'll die in this house alone 'Cause I know that you wanted this Reading through your book of sins You knew it all along, you doomed us from the start So I loved you, how did you feel Rewinding all the old film reels Replaying and replaying these old conversations? Funny in your head how you think you've made it I thought I was set forever Take gas and a lighter and start over That's why I'm driving 90 miles an hour Running through your garden flowers Picking up the pieces that you missed 'Cause we know that it's gone too far Fuck the world, I'll watch it burn without you Rationalizing, your gentle eyes scream out "Help me, help me, help me" But I don't care anymore You ran our plane straight through the floor Go call out for someone else Tie down the boat, I drifted away Fragile rope starts to fray Leaving me in the middle of the lake With no one around to help me out No one around to hear this sound I'm losing my mind, I lost you too Tell me, what the hell do I do? That's why I'm driving 90 miles an hour Running through your garden flowers Picking up the pieces that you missed 'Cause we know that it's gone too far Fuck the world, I'll watch it burn without you That's why I'm driving 90 miles an hour Running through your garden flowers Picking up the pieces that you missed 'Cause we know that it's gone too far Fuck the world, I'll watch it burn without you ♪ Each year feels shorter than the last And I'm scared that before I know it I'll have nothing left, left