Don't wanna get ahead of myself But I can't help it Can't forget how it felt Life looking out from the back of the shelf Playing it cool, tryna' catch my breath Still I'm running in circles half of the time And the other half wondering why Fingers crossed behind my back Hoping that this time I won't crack Under the weight I'm feeling like a wreck But when I look at myself I know I'm better than Last year when I disappeared Shaken up and full of fear It took awhile for me to get back up Back up, get myself back together It's like we're going one step forward, two steps back It's like we're going one step forward, two steps back Don't wanna make a fool out of myself But I just haven't seen proof there was nothing left out Words hanging loose from the roof of my mouth Playing it cool while I hold my breath Still I'm swimming in circles half of the time And the other half wondering why History repeats itself I still can't get out my shell And I can feel the pressure on my chest But when I look at myself I know I'm better than Last year when I disappeared Shaken up and full of fear It took a while for me to get back up Back up, get myself back together It's like we're going one step forward, two steps back It's like we're going one step forward, two steps back