Look I got a habit of holding myself To a standard of rappers who get all the clout I used to have it but I couldn't rock with Directions of messages I would put out That was back when I would burn up some discs Flex with the drip and the gold on the wrist Talk with a girl get her back to the crib Fast forward like an hour then regret what I did Lord Have mercy I done changed up Took it back to the roots repping where I came from Used to work double time tryna get the name up Same Griff but I wised up switching lanes up This a message for the people All the trash we elevating is evil These the type of lyrics not for the sheeple Gone for a minute but I'm back for the sequel Young Griff Look I thought I lost it My life was tragic I battled depression was caught in the madness Cuz I got a scary obsession of Chasing the blessings I already have Tryna keep up with a version I felt like I should be And had some success but I didn't enjoy it I was too focused and made a persona That turned out to be something I couldn't roll with I took the lessons and cope with the stress And I tell myself this is a blessing Trust in the Father and ask that he Use all the struggles I live as a message I was victim of the circumstances Consequences from the poor decisions Still blessed still breathing Still eating grill season I can admit it and share that I made some mistakes That my sons and my daughter might not understand I just pray they know I love them and never stop being their Dad I done been fouled I done fouled people I done rolled good I done toked evil But I'm still blessed still breathing Still living still eating Grill Season I got a habit of holding myself To a standard of rappers who get all the clout I used to have it but I couldn't rock with Directions of messages I would put out That was back when I would burn up some discs Flex with the drip and the gold on the wrist Talk with a girl get her back to the crib Fast forward like an hour then regret what I did Lord Forgive me Grill Season Look I got a habit of holding myself To a standard of rappers who get all the clout I used to have it but I couldn't rock with Directions of messages I would put out That was back when I would burn up some discs Flex with the drip and the gold on the wrist Talk with a girl get her back to the crib Fast forward like an hour then regret what I did Lord Forgive me Grill Season Grill Season