I don'k know If I'm not up for love Or if I Can't let myself be loved My friends and I We no longer walk The same ways Sometimes that's enough Why do I have to go down so deep? I was born with a burning death wish For all this hatred is mine to drink I will bite to let it devour me Why do I have to go down so deep? I was born with a burning death wish For all this hatred is mine to drink I will bite to let it devour me (The cat inside the box Are we alive or dead?) Vilify me It's easier on yourself Take your promises To anybody else All these filthy secrets Swirling on and on In this life We are all alone Why do I have to go down so deep? I was born with a burning death wish For all this hatred is mine to keep I will bite to let it devour me Why do I have to go down so deep? I was born with a burning death wish For all this hatred is mine to drink I will bite to let it devour me Why do I have to go down so deep? I was born with a burning death wish For all this hatred is mine to drink I will bite to let it devour me Why do I have to be down so deep? I was born with this stupid death wish For all this hatred is mine to drink I will bite to let it devour me