You swallow lies and it cuts me up Your calling is a lie, in real life it's just a comedy Escaping real life, you're pushing the knife, it's just a show I push it down, I feel the calm, and it's time to go You push a knife cuz you wanted to get away I feel the life as it breaks inside of me You wanted answers, but there's no answer to take the pain away I'd turn it all around if I never really wanted to be the other way I close my eyes and I pop my gun I shoot it blind, pop in the dark cuz it's so much fun I'm fooling no one now cuz I'm on the list of never-were's that missed This common right of passage, the fist breaks through all the answers What is? You push a knife cuz you wanted to get away I feel the life as it breaks inside of me You wanted answers, but there's no answer to take the pain away I'd turn it all around if I never really wanted to be the other way