I've been having those thoughts again at night They've started working overtime Could've sworn i washed it all away But she knows just how to make me ache My heart is beating fast again I can't escape the sound As soon as i am on the mend it drags me further down Fingertips are cold again My lips are getting chapped One mistake is all it takes I'm always crawling back I'm always crawling back She's got me in the palm of her hand It's all according to plan Now my head is buried in the sand They tell me to get out That i need to stop this now But she knows just how to drown them out Hair is falling out again My eyes are sunken in I know it's getting bad and then she pulls me further in Fingertips are cold again My lips are getting chapped One mistake is all it takes until i start to crack I'm always crawling back Oh woah Maybe i should just quit Maybe i should just get over it It's draining life away Tracing lines across my face I really wanna walk away But love the way she makes my heart race I keep crawling back Fingertips are cold again My lips are getting chapped One mistake is all it takes until i start to crack