I don't know what they expect from me
All smiles, I wonder what they're seeing
Thinkin' to myself like
Feet tied together
I can't keep up with my best life
Find it hard to think about you
When I'm never in the mood
And I can't fight through it
Guess I ruined it
Always doubtin' the truth in this life
My life
Uh, look
Coolin' it downtown
City is my surround sound
Lookin' around
Tryin' to get inspiration
I'm waitin' for the universe to take me
Feel like everybody hate me
How you expect me to write about love when I can't love myself?
Uh, and I'm bein' a little hyperbolic
'Course I love myself but I fixate on negatives (negatives)
Need to work on turning them all into positives (positives)
Give my mental a temple so I acknowledge it (Oh)
Polish my craft
Free myself and get back
Find myself gettin' mad
Pessimistic and sad, uh
Sometimes I'm polar opposite
Catch me in the best mood and I'll turn 'to an optimist
That version of me is often missed
Maybe I should just go ahead and relax a bit
Focus on my soul and where my passion is
Maybe then, I'll develop into a pacifist
I don't know what they expect from me
All smiles, I wonder what they're seeing
Thinkin' to myself like
Feet tied together
I can't keep up with my best life
Find it hard to think about you
When I'm never in the mood
And I can't fight through it (through it all)
Guess I ruined it
Always doubtin' the truth in this life
My life
Uh, ey
Had to get away for a little bit
Took a train to Imperia
Had some time to breathe
I'ma take it all in 'fore I gotta leave
I'ma take it all in 'fore I gotta leave
What's the move?
I got a lot to prove
I get myself together
I don't have time to lose
I lose my faith too much
I take the crutch
To keep me up from dust
The balance is a must
It's the breeze that keeps me sane
The currents that move, the thunder and the rain
Listening to Nas, all the things he's saying
All I do is watch while I'm on this train
It numbs the pain
I don't know what they expect from me
All smiles, I wonder what they're seeing
Thinkin' to myself like
Feet tied together
I can't keep up with my best life
Find it hard to think about you
When I'm never in the mood
And I can't fight through it
Guess I ruined it
Always doubtin' the truth in this life
My life, uh
I don't know what they expect from me (from me)
All smiles, I wonder what they're seein' (seein')
Thinkin' to myself like
Feet tied together
I can't keep up with my best life
I find it hard to think about you ('bout you)
When I'm never in the mood
And I can't fight through it
Guess I ruined it
Always doubtin' the truth in this life (uh)
My life (yeah)
Sometimes expectations can force you to forget
What truly makes you happy
Time to yourself is so important
If you take some time to reflect
I guarantee your main goals will show true
And your expectations fade
Be happy with yourself, change for the better, and love