If the first word counts I don't want it to You said, "Good luck with it" And "I believe in you" ♪ Down from Grand Central You said good words there But I shut down like Skepta I just held my hand She waved at me And she waved at me ♪ I get doomy at nighttime So I have to choose what I do before then Otherwise, I sit and end up panicking Once I woke up with both my legs wet What could he have done after The Bachelor, well Lupercalia was my least favourite album And at the airport, I blacked out I blacked out I blacked out I blacked out Took all I had to the end of the pier On the East River And smoked until my hands turned pink Just like the pig on the Bonus bags Just like your coat Just like your trainers, I I walked back to Huron Street It was colder than usual The ground was still covered in snow I asked if you were looking forward to fucking Alois You stared at the fridge, then you said that you didn't know We took a train to the Lower East Side To buy some socks from Uniqlo You went into Sephora to choose what color to make your face And I smoked boons in the sun glow Well, homeless people asked when we were having the wedding Said she's a progressive woman and I'm too lucky to have her I kinda have four dollars, I just got out of prison It's my sixty-second birthday, we go out for some drinks And it's my sixty-second birthday And call your first son Jason And we got drunk by the East River, where you asked me to marry you You twisted your foot in the snow And so I carried you back to the apartment We laid out on the bed, you said, "I love you" You woke me up and we fucked again Again ♪ Again Well, good holidays Are for good boys But I guess I wasn't good enough For