It's getting harder for me to be alright My eyes adjusting to the dark The momentum of all these last resorts Built inside of me I always believed there was a way To get out of end times Everything I was or said I am Breaking inside of me I hope you'll think of me one day But even in my dreams I wasn't good to you I know I'll fall apart someday But even in my dreams I've always avoided you I see a rose and feel disdain The adoration and boredom of it All the tired repose that it gives Dead and meaningless I don't wanna be bitter anymore Bitterness is the sin I wanna be soft and innocent Soft as any palm I hope you'll think of me one day But even in my dreams I wasn't good to you I know I'll fall apart someday But even in my dreams I never trusted you Just got into town I passed by your house last night No light Don't ever come back Don't ever come back to me, I've gone Never And my whole life looking for something to love And I can't find that thing, oh no To love The bad thing Please turn away the bad thing Please, please Please turn away the bad thing Please, please Please turn away the bad thing Please, please Please turn away the bad thing Please, please Please turn away the bad thing Please turn away the bad thing Please turn away the bad thing Please turn away the bad thing