I'm over feeling like the best part's over Like everything is just so pointless until the end I think I've earned it from the weight I've shouldered I'm sick of waiting. And I've been waiting a long time I'm feelin alive I don't wanna die I'm seeing it all for the first time But how do I keep these feelings awake And the other ones asleep? I don't know It's always scratching at the back of my head I can admit that I've been way too Cruel at the wrong times It's coming alive What if I die? I swear to god that I ain't high But how do I get these feelings away And the other ones to stay? I'm feelin alive I don't wanna die I'm seeing it all for the first time But how do I keep these feelings awake And the other ones asleep?