Welcome to your new life That seems quaint doesn't it? But do't feel fooled It's meant to feel this way to numb the pain For your aspirations Are merely weak against your own addition Can you feel your eyes bleed? You hope to never live another night again... We pray to be saved as we rot and decay Yet the angels never came You look into their eyes as you watch them all die And their children will cease to be Each building is trashed and the windows are smashed Yet you walk along the path Inside these old walls is where we all seem to fall And the dying screeches remain... Why do I do this to myself? I am a slave to my own weakness Why do bad things feel so good? I can't control my life or my temptations I am on my knees To see if maybe something will change Chaos, sadness Relinquish your feelings that shift your decision Hopeless, madness Accept what is real and embrace the downfall Useless, coldness Abandon your emotions and escape to your death Heartless, darkness Cover your eyes to escape your own pain Gutless, helpless Having no shame when your carve out your eyes Formless, dreamless Knowing full well that your dead deep inside.