I write it in my fivestar
On the top of a cop car
'Cause I'm a rockstar
Nobody listening to me out here
All they do is OD out here
I write it in my fivestar
On the top of a cop car
'Cause I'm a rockstar
Nobody listening to me out here
All they do is OD out here, yeah
I don't have no patience
I don't have to fake it
I've been on my knees for a minute
Have it all for me when I get it
Give you all the pain,
You don't got no business hangin' 'round the golden gate
Would you do the same when I'm falling?
Don't you, don't you, don't know
Why you askin' if you don't wanna know?
What you gonna miss, yeah what you gonna miss?
Growing up there, yeah you're life ain't shit
I'm riding 'round town
Got a full tank in the whip
Everyone around dressed like a fucking bitch
That's you (everything around, everything around)
That's you (everything around, everything around)
That's you (everything around, everything around)
You don't mean shit to me
You don't mean shit, amphetamine
Better half of me, dead battery
Saturdays, trust fund salary, infinity
Giddy soda pop off the giving tree
Silly sun, hit and run, wishbone
Chiro, benedict, shellshock
Get lost, get home, thick skull
Five star
Cop car
Rockstar
Me out there
I didn't ask for this, kill myself before this...
You ditched me like my friends
And if they push me to the edge, then I'll come back swingin'
My parents keep screaming so I never get sleep
Broke my mirror into pieces
'Cause all I see is ugly, skin all fucked
I'm just a big misunderstanding
So I'll just come back later
And wait until the train come
I fucking hate you
Is that what you wanted me to say, love?
The past half year didn't happen in my five star
Started gettin' high more, sleeping on my friends floor
For the time being but I don't need more
Time, I need a sign or
Something that'll tell me not to quit
It's not my time, doors closed, shut at home
Haven't felt this alone since before
And now that you're gone, I'm on my own
Holding chrome in the corner of this closet
Waiting for my phone, with my mom on call begging me to stop it
I'm lost