I don't know a place right now that I belong
I don't a place right now that feels like home
I don't know a place right now that I belong
I don't a place right now that feels like home
I don't know a place right now that I belong
I don't a place right now that feels like home
I don't know a place right now that I belong
I don't a place right now that feels like home
As my adversaries become dead and buried I'm alone
I'm preparing the obituary but it's bitter sweet that they're gone
At the moment I got too much time for over analyzing all my flaws
Stress eating all this Ben & Jerry's, Obey Shepard Fairey need a cause
I just wanna roll, I just wanna go
I pack my bags but jet lag keeps me slow
I don't know what I should keep and let go
I don't know who I am down to my soul
I don't know a place right now that I belong
I don't a place right now that feels like home
I don't know a place right now that I belong
I don't a place right now that feels like home
I don't know a place right now that I belong
I don't a place right now that feels like home
I don't know a place right now that I belong
I don't a place right now that feels like home
Shit ain't been the same since 2012
I felt that hell, hot summer as I had to sleep on Jeysson's floor
All my belongings in a bag, know what I hated more?
My family evicted, couldn't go back college cuz I owed some tuition
For taking that leave of absence the prior semester
Father swore that I was flunking out
When he refused to send me the money on the phone I started buggin out
Then we ain't talk for like two years till my sister's graduation
My friends lacked empathy for my dire situation
Not a man but had to man up
Found a loft apartment in Brooklyn
A small room couldn't stand up
Had a girlfriend that loved me for who I was
Little did she know he was tryna find who he is
If I could take it back I don't know if I'd do it different
But she punched me in the stomach, broke up with her ate the tears
This might be the first time I've detailed the worst times
Now I feel old as fuck can't get back the years
I'm crying as I write these words
Black pearl tryna fight this curse
It gets harder tryna right these songs
When I can't even name a thing that really fucking care about
Used to think home was the place you call your parents house
I was fucking wrong
And I know that line gone trigger my mother
But if home is where heart is
And I'm supposed to be her smart kid
Why do I keep looking in these places I get carded?
Liquor makes me a bad friend
Drinking feels like giving up the admin on my whole life
I'm not feeling fine anymore
My family isn't mine anymore
Rhode Island isn't mine anymore
New York isn't mine anymore
Big apple and I'm dying at the core
Fuck