Looking out at the road Dark places my mind goes 30 miles to Salt Lake Ugly thoughts start to invade Long drive to the northwest A lifetime to self-reflect 90 miles to next town Thoughts of people I've let down High peaks outside of Bend Low feeling I can't shed 2000 miles to my door I hope my key still works Roll the windows down To let the cold come in Numb my face so I Distract how numb I am Roll the windows down To clear the air within Turn the heat on high Remember where I've been This is Black ice This is Soft brakes This is Frozen legs This is A brain fried This is Time alone This is Rough sleep This is Shredded belts This is The other self