I fucking lost. I fucking lost myself again (In the heat of the) In the heat of the moment It's a lost cause, I know it I try to be open It's a lost cause, I know it Still this feast will unfold You dine and you know How you corrupt my mind But you can never destroy my hope I lost myself again stuck in a free fall You play the game you always win In the heat of the moment I lost myself again (Your spirit is killing me) Stuck in free fall (Pictures and memories) You play the game you always win I know things will remain the same I know I didn't fix anything I fucking lost I fucking lost myself again (In the heat of the) In the heat of the moment It's a lost cause, I know it I try to be open It's a lost cause, I know it So I aim to pretend this won't happen again You can disrupt my mind But you can never destroy my hope I lost myself again stuck in a free fall You play the game you always win In the heat of the moment I lost myself again (Your spirit is killing me) Stuck in free fall (Pictures and memories) You play the game you always win You can laugh You can smile Feel your heart is open Let your spirit free In this light I think I'm starting to see I know that you're leaving me And I wish I could feel apathy Every time I close my eyes All I see is your anatomy I know that you're leaving me And I wish I could feel apathy Every time I close my eyes (Pictures and memories) A taste of what it used to be (Pictures and memories)