The shift with my acceptance My failure in a box Coaxing a dream of my image paradox Kindly unscrew a belief that you found With the pages so loud I try and snuff my soul out Caught by the fire To light up the world and remain Stop bringing yourself down Living in pain 'cause I'm dreaming of you And I'm screaming at me Slow down - I keep losing my way Find out - I keep pushing away It's so hard to believe in myself Boredom blessed Selfish, upset all the rest I can get Bound by force, bones start to break These wounds won't heal A direction, a phase Such lone security It sings me awake while it sings me to sleep Devil in the flesh, so wretched and so vile I know I'll be burning, if only for a while Caught by the fire To light up the world and remain Stop bringing yourself down Living in pain 'cause I'm dreaming of you And I'm screaming at me Slow down - I keep losing my way Find out - I keep pushing away It's so hard to believe in myself The pain is normal The pain is where we relate I can't keep living I won't be at this rate The pain is normal The pain is where we relate And I can't be so afraid - afraid of change Caught by the fire To light up the world and remain Stop bringing yourself down Living in pain 'cause I'm dreaming of you And I'm screaming at me Slow down - I keep losing my way Find out - I keep pushing away It's so hard to believe in myself