I lie straight to my face Feeling like an empty windowpane My eyes dried - locked and wiped clean I try not to hate myself Both sides on me Stay right or bleed Difficult to see Where I've come from And where I belong Face what's gone What went wrong? A plan to kill or leave I've waited way too long Hearts change; sealed, encased Where I am is where I should be I lie straight to my face Feeling like an empty windowpane My eyes dried - locked and wiped clean I try not to hate myself Now I'll have my peace Both sides on me What's still obtaining my justice Of calm effort Trust us, the light in the wall still shines and Carries me out to my own kind A balance we've danced From the first to the last time Jump to conclusions Run - stay elusive I play out the matters of truth and denial Dumbed down and loosely intrusive And truly escaping a foolish will of desire Stand true through a maze of deception The start can always be the ending I lie straight to my face Feeling like an empty windowpane My eyes dried - locked and wiped clean I try not to hate myself