Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven
Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling
More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep
You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need
Pushing away every turn there's no reaction
I see everything you believed was incomplete
This is not what I thought it would be
When you came back around
Came back so carelessly, so carelessly
Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven
Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling
More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep
You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need
Heartless machine
Built to destroy me
Negative being
Angel or alien?
Moments make me feel connected
Make me feel like I'm an addict
Our paths don't match, guarding what was had
Love was nothing but our history
Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven
Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling
More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep
You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need
We tried, we were not speaking
We lied, there was no reason
Sometimes I needed control of my spirit and my soul
Those are possessions of mine, they are not leaving
I thought you wanted to see if I feel, if I bleed
We tried but it was for all the wrong reasons
You always needed control, no matter what would unfold
We tried but it was for all the wrong reasons
Lost inside my head, save my place in heaven
Goodbyes sink like lead, pierced, ripped and falling
More than a dream, I'm awake in my sleep
You know I'm longing for you, the same longing I need