A deep engrained lust for possession Autumn sundowns break me I like to watch things burn down, soft and gently I need to watch her abused 'til I'm satisfied Never... never See tonight through bloodshot eyes I'll wait 'til you can see me here Left so long alone Undressed tonight, forsaken skin You mean nothing, nothing No you mean nothing to me Won't you feel bad while you're trashing out? Makes me feel sick to know she's had enough Time and time again You see tonight through bloodshot eyes You mean nothing, nothing No you mean nothing at all I'll never say a word of this I swear, I swear Never... never I hope you know I live tonight through methadone highs This life is over