This is my reality, so fuck what you've heard
This blood is on your hands, now choke on your fucking words
Live through my losses
Bury your sins and carry your crosses
Everything you read is written with a poison pen
Every thought in my head is me dreaming of the end
This is my reality so fuck what you've heard
This blood is on your hands, now choke on your fucking words
It's as if death rained from the sky
Too many suicidal nights
Too many fucking lies
And I'll slip away and I'll never say goodbye
The night that love died
The night that life left my eyes
My thoughts are only hatred and slaughter
I'm mind-fucked, and it's only getting darker
I will crush you with my words
I'll make you feel the depth of this hurt
All those things I've longed to undo
Why can't I find one second of peace?
Close my eyes and die in my sleep
And I'll count to ten before you turn your back on me again
I'll close my eyes and we'll both pretend
I'll step off this ledge and let you bury what's left of me
Let me count to ten before I leave this world a memory
This is my reality, so fuck what you've heard
This blood is on your hands, now choke on your fucking words.
Now choke on your fucking word
It's as if death rained from the sky
Too many suicidal nights
Too many fucking lies
And I'll slip away and I'll never say goodbye
The night that love died
The night that life left my eyes
And I'll slip away and I'll never say goodbye
The night that love died
The night life left my eyes
My thoughts are only hatred and slaughter
I'm mind-fucked, and it's only getting darker