Puke a black hole into the earth. Rip everything that youlove to shreds. Take this anger and contempt andbury it til it erupts courtesy of life. I wish I had the guts to break my own neck. Dig in deepand tear out my own fucking heart. No grasp left on life. Days spent rotting from the inside. Disgust is the last emotion I have left. My sickness now rules my whole life. Vomit and pus fills inside me. All I ever feel is discontent. It's a sickness we are born with Puke a black hole into the earth. Rip everything that youlove to shreds. It's a sickness we were born with! I would rip out my own heart if I had the guts. Coward! Coward! Coward!