Keep tearing on Dodging life, one fear at a time Hiding under blankets oh And glow til it's [?] Devouring distractions just to pass fame by Anything but the truth, we take oaths to lie Devouring distractions just to pass fame by Anything but the truth, we take oaths to lie I'm not throwing it away All for... a good [?] I'm just drowning in myself Pointing out all their flaws Devouring distractions just to pass fame by Anything but the truth, we take oaths to lie Devouring distractions just to pass fame by Anything but the truth, we take oaths to lie Paralyzed by the [?] Never knowing what you could have been We have grown despite of all of this We lose control So long Gimme something harsh, and painful It's what I'll need to feel real Gimme something harsh, and painful It's what I'll need, what I'll need to feel real