In the dead of night, I'm held in a gaze
My heart has a habit of shedding light on my numerous mistakes
And they wear me down
Aligned with the ghosts of pain that keep me awake
Oh, the past can paralyze if you ponder the paths you didn't take
With the chance to go back and amend every grievance
How could I resist preventing my demons
From ever existing and making a mess
Of the life that I could have had?
Would I return to you
To the love I knew?
Or would I have undone
All the good that gives misery meaning?
And where could you have gone?
The only right I had wronged
Lost in the chapters we changed
Oh, despite all my skeletons, I see
All is as all should be
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Still, it's hard not to imagine
How different our lives would be if given the chance
To fix every failure, to rewrite the canon
What character would I be if my conscience was clean?
What would become of me?
Would I return to you
To the love I knew?
Or would I have undone
All the good that gives misery meaning?
And where could you have gone?
The only right I had wronged
Lost in the chapters we changed
Oh, despite all my skeletons, you see me
♪
With the chance to go back and amend every grievance
How could I resist preventing my demons
From ever existing and making a mess
Of the life that I could have had?
Would I return to you
To the love I knew?
Or would I have undone
All the good that gives misery meaning?
And where could you have gone?
The only right I had wronged
Lost in the chapters we changed
Oh, despite all my skeletons, I see
All is as all should be