Sinking into my awareness Realizing what's been done I've taken a life and mine for granted Neither planned or in passion Riddled with guilt and crazy panic My body tells my mind to run Into the forest towards the mother Though I've destroyed her favorite son All the things I should have done, All the things I should have done Execution style in the courtyard Where everyone awake can witness The cowardly shot into the temple All because I lost my temper Burn the evidence, flee the scene Always keep those fingers clean Devil eyes stare into mine They say there is no place I can hide Now I must compare the consequence End my life or just confess I won't last a minute in confinement Either way I'm going to hell All the things I should've done Oh, oh, oh All the things I should have done Oh, oh, oh Either way I'm going to hell Either way I'm going to hell All my life Passing Before my eyes All the time I was awake You were alive and just arriving I couldn't see your eyes All that is love is ever lasting I didn't realize I was awake